A Garden of Departures

"The thorns sting, my palms bleed,

the blood stains the acquiescent leaves,

the morning breeze passes by, whispers -

don’t hold on to anything so tight."

 

I walk every morning on this walking path in the gated community I stay in. It’s an arboretum of colours and aromas. But much more than that, it is a passage of evanescence and disappearances. That gorgeous gladiola? Won’t be there the day after. The blazing gulmohur - here only for the summer. The yellow chandelier blossom - too fragile to even last a storm. The fragrant jasmine - empty after giving the entirety of its cachet of scent. The yellow-breasted frangipani? Hardy to look, easy to fall.

 

Everyday I see the shapes - bells and funnels,  flutes and trumpets, cups and hearts, bowls and spheres     - and I see their glory and their fall. I see how they find meaning in their being, an elegance in their stature - and a quietude in their demise. Their existence itself is drama - they don’t need to do anything to draw attention to themselves. They are touched by the eye which seeks pleasure - hidden or visible, they throw the same aroma, and preen quietly within their deep-seated beauty.

 

For me, every walk has meaning - a revelation, a realization, a reaffirmation. I learn - to pass by rather than hold on, love passionately but know the truth of passages, live every stage and love the demise, there’s beauty in the withering just as there’s tragedy in the beauty.

 

I come back from every walk alive to life because I have experienced the truth of departures.

 

If you liked this poem, consider listening to these other poems on the evanescent -

• Distances (Kaifi Azmi ke liye)
• Stories Which Survive
• What Do I Leave Behind

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The details of the music used in this episode are as follows -

Sunset Fields by Alexander Nakarada
Link: https://filmmusic.io/song/7979-sunset-fields
License: https://filmmusic.io/standard-license